URNotAlone

Dealing with Loss...

June 7th, 2007 10:12 am MDT

Hey Gang, So on balance this has been a frustrating year. Moving forward with transistioning has been slower than anticipated, I lost a job i held for more than seven years, financial difficulties, and I have just learned someone I've been freinds with for quite some time has passed away. http://profiles.urnotalone.com/SlaveGirlToniToni was pretty quiet community wise and apprantly she left us a few weeks ago. Toni was a good person and worked for the government. She even had to go into protective custody as she was a whistleblower in a corruption case here in Connecticut. With her gone, and everything else this year, I find myself reflective today about life and how short it can be. I find my patience wearing thin in trying to manifest change. I find myself itchy to live life to the fullest!Its hard to believe that so many things have changed in such a short period..yet I don't feel sad right now, a little nervous about what the future holds, but not sad. Anyhow, these are random thoughts floating thru my head.Hope this note finds, YOU well!Victoria