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London Rubber Ball Weekend!

November 4th, 2008 2:15 am MST

Saturday & Sunday festivities in London! Well Saturday was the main event The skin Two Rubber ball, for those of you who haven’t yet been (why not??) its located in a dungeon like venue inside the main support pylons for the London railway…very grungy & cool!  All dressed in my new white ensemble & with Kat In red, we headed off to the venue via a short cab ride…thankfully all went smoothly this time! Arriving at the venue I found where my guest pass was being held & for once avoiding the queue I was ushered inside! Nice to be treated so lovely!  Well I seemed much more popular with the photographers this time…(make it a point of note girls - in a sea of black it pays to stand out! ;o) & gleaming white with fur trim seemed to fit the ticket perfectly!  A great Night as usual, with tonnes of entertainment & just so much to see across the 7 rooms & areas.  The evening flew by as usual & such a  great turn out of classy fetish fashions!...later on I was offered a foot massage by a guy….though it seemed all he wanted to do was to rub his bristly face on my delicate footsies! ..yuk get away!!...when I’m offered a foot massage, I want a foot massage!!....I need something to ease those poor abused tootsies!...Out with the codeine again I guess! As the ball wound down we found more time to chat to people & spent the last couple of hours chatting away & admiring the very nice scenery! Gathering up our crew as the Ball ended, we headed for the door & with out much ado arrived safely back at the hotel…whew still one night to go! Sunday evening rolled around very fast (getting up at lunch time seems to do that!)  & it was time for the Lounge Lizard…great name for a last event chill out night! All that was left of our little group was myself & Katya Lynx...the spunky Blonde fetish girl form the Netherlands. Initially she wasn’t to keen on a third night however I managed to twist her arm & as per usual once we were dressed the energy levels lifted again…woohoo!! No troubles with the cab this time & we headed to Mayfair in our fetish finery!...cruising though the streets in a very nice motor this time, we arrive at there busy Piccadilly Circus about to turn into Regent St to head to the venue …UH OH!! Regent street is Blocked of due to some public event & the cabbie says “ well girls you will have to get out & walk!”…cant we go around I say?? No! was his reply it would take at least ½ an hour…. So here we are in the middle of busy Piccadilly Circus early Sunday evening getting out of the cab in full on Latex Fetish costumes!!!   Lucky we didn’t have time to be nervous!....so out we pop in to the melee wooweee!  & what’s a girl to do to mark the occasion? Take some pictures of course! ;o)    So off we trot down regent street people ogling us as we went….clik clack of my stiletto boots on our way to the club…some extra miles due to getting lost grrrrr! Bad directions from the cabbie!! & eventually a friendly council lady assisted us & barely blinked an eye at our costumes!!   We arrive at the venue & treat ourselves to a welcome beverage & enjoy the nights laid back atmosphere & good conversation! A very relaxed evening with a fantastic bondage show, F*&King expensive drinks (think 10Quid!!) & then what to do after closing? That’s right! More pictures outside & a return to Piccadilly Circus for breakfast… After been accosted by many a passerby for a photo opportunity (should have been charging a fiver!) including a friendly Muslim couple believe it or not! We then found a late night/ early morning café & enjoyed some much needed nourishment before heading home to bed, all in all a fantastic weekend…aint life grand! ;o) cya Nicci..xxx

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A Night to Remember!

March 1st, 2007 2:24 pm MST

Well was down in Sydney for work last week & decided to stay the weekend with my Friend Angie, Friday night was fairly quite with a dinner & a few drinks however Saturday night we hit the town! Starting with a BDSM party & then moving though various night spots & clubs around Oxford St in Darlinghurst until the wee hours. Angie gives a great account of the night at her blog : http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-S1dhRjo1fqsZ0ARnRACPDA--?cq=1 So I won’t repeat all the details but add a few thoughts of my own! This was the first night we had really planned to go out in our fetish finery without a fetish event in mind! Oh sure we knew that we would fit right in at the BDSM party however once in the mainstream areas we were sure to stand out! I would have to say wandering around in latex & high heels both of us over 6” tall was no problem at all! 99.8% positive responses & believe me we were noticed! Lol At one point in Taylor Square (where this picy was taken) people were queuing up to have their picture taken with us! It was funny we were taking pictures of each other for a little bit & then someone was brave enough to ask if we would mind having our picky taken with them & then the flood gates opened lol with several groups of people wanting a chance. People were coming up to us all night commenting on the outfits & so many people wanted to know what they were made from with most thinking it was PVC! So we set them straight on that one! My opera gloves received many touches throughout he evening as people sought to use more than one sense on the fab shiny stuff! I have to say the buzz from wandering into so many “normal venues” (normal is a relative term on Oxford St *smile*) in my fetish gear was tremendous & a great boost for my confidence, that to be honest is a little shaky out in the world sometimes! So we proceeded to surf though a few clubs & totter around on out 5” heels! I felt a bit sorry for Angie as it was a warm night & as the zip broke on her dress she was forced to wear her catsuit! I teased her a few times about melting when she was finding the nearest aircon duct in one club after a lengthy walk!....as you girls know it takes some effort to waltz around in our big heels! My Hypnotic boots were again popular (see earlier blog post)..some thing about skintight black shiny thigh boots with steel stiletto spike heels appeals to some people…cant imagine why! ;o) So what a fab evening & I highly recommend it to anyone! & if you want to tag along next time & your in Sydney on the 16th of March, we are off to the Hellfire club http://www.hellfiresydney.com/ (Pre hellfire drinks at a venue to be confirmed!) See you there!! Nicci..xx

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Computer Killers!

February 15th, 2007 5:48 pm MST

Well what a fun time I have had lately with the wonders of IT hardware! I was chatting away on webcam a couple of weeks ago & my puter just locked up solid. No problems I thought ….when in doubt reboot! Unfortunately upon starting back up all I saw was the black screen of death! Really took the shine from the evening & ruined our photo shoot as well as I didn’t feel in the mood anymore! lol , lucky we all ready had some nice pics anyway (one of them with this blog!).Anyways I eventually diagnosed motherboard failure (which was much better than my initial fear that it was the hard drive!) So I dismantled the PC & removed the motherboard & awaited the replacement….end of the story?.. I wish!! New motherboard arrives put it all back together & everything seems ok until I plug the peripherals back in … another motherboard failure!! Turns out there was a fault in the webcam that shorted something in the motherboard! Not only that it destroyed my ADSL modem as well! So now with my 2nd new motherboard & a new modem I’m finally back online after a week & a half of trouble…whew! The funny thing is I took the camera back to the large retail outlet & the service tech proceeded to plug the cam into his computer (I warned him but him being the big IT tech & me just a dumb customer he chose to ignore it) & it killed his PC as well! Lol beware the computer eating webcams!! He said he has never seen anything like it before.So behind on my website updates & all my other stuff it will take another week to catch up for sure!! Back to the photo shoot on the fate full night it was a fun one with me in my little pony outfit & Venita weaving some yummy white ropes around the shiny black latex! I was so happy with the results they went straight onto the website in front of some other material. I’m so happy I’m back online & everything is working as it should again….just the catch up work to do!Cya next timeNicci

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The Calendar

January 17th, 2007 5:38 am MST

Hi everyone! :o) When I checked my snail mail yesterday I saw that the issue number 40 of my Marquis Subscription had arrived. As always I keenly await its arrival to check out the latest fetish fashions etc & for something to read on my favorite hobby that doesn’t involve sitting in front of a computer screen….a nice change. As per usual in January, The free calendar arrived (free to subscribers). Initially I didn’t pay it much attention as I was focused on the magazine. Later on however after my initial flick though Marquis, I put it down & decided to have a look see at the calendar as there is always some nice shots on display …..imagine my surprise when I saw that Miss April happened to be a certain Transvestite being yours truly!! I nearly fell off my chair in shock! Lol To be honest I still cant believe its me sitting on the cover with all those fabulous models!            I have to keep checking to make sure I wasn’t mistaken!  It wasn’t so long ago that I was still in the closet with only a few pictures online to show who I was. Then I finally worked up the courage with some moral support from those close to me to go out & about in the world a little & then here I am a few years later in a foreign calendar! Wow! I feel very honored to be the first Trans Gendered Girl to be included & to be honest a bit overawed with it all. I mean I know its only one picture but it’s the first of mine ever published in anything so out there & its such a classy production…wow ..I’m so excited! :o) If you would like to check it out visit this link!http://www.marquis.de/onlineshop/product_info.php?products_id=1214cya!Nicci..xx

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Ups & Downs

January 5th, 2007 3:48 pm MST

     Well the new years weekend is over & was really a rollercoaster ride for me my party was a much anticipated event & I am sure everyone else had a ball:o) but unfortunately My partner decided to vent some frustration on me at one point early on in the night & Nicci cant really handle that very well (since it was never supposed to happen again) So I was depressed the rest of the night & it was one of those downers that just seem to spiral down further with no chance of comeback. No method would work to bring me back so I just sat around quietly watching everyone else have a good time   until eventually I just got undressed. My theory of it all is that when confronted in a hurtful/hostile way no matter how brief causes the “femme persona” to abruptly disappear  & be replaced again by the boy. This is how I felt afterwards I couldn’t really put my finger on it at first but what had happened is that  I felt like “a boy dressed up” rather than Nicole. Unfortunately this feeling wouldn’t go so that’s why I felt like crap & wanted to get undressed.             Its funny when I first get dressed it takes a little while for the boy to disappear & for me to feel I have transitioned into my femme mode. I call it integration into my femme self . It takes usually ½ an hour or so & if Angie or Taylor is visiting this time is usually spent chatting over a glass of vino. So whilst plenty of pictures were taken sadly :o( I only had a few from the beginning when I was setting up the lighting, there were plenty of nice ones for the visitors though! The visitors also managed to glimpse the other side of Nicci as a couple had only ever seen girl mode…:o)            Anyways the next night & I was home alone …so what does a girl do! That’s right dress up again! Lol ..always a challenge shaving again after such a close shave the night before but after my face stopped bleeding I managed a passable makeup job & things were looking good as the setting & all the photographic gear was still setup from the party so piccies were low hassle for a change…kewl!   So much as to say I spent the evening either in front of the D80 or  the computer chatting to friends …a very enjoyable evening indeed! I even changed outfits usually Im to lazy & comfy to be bothered lol however my catsuit looked just to tempting! & since I received my little kitten ears I just love wearing it meowww! Lol         I only stayed up until 2.30am (damit!!) as we had a new years party at our place  & the house was looking like cyclone tranny had cut a wide berth straight through the middle of it! Stuff everywhere! You know the drill so would be very busy the next day tidying.   Anyways at least I was cheered up & managed to add to my picture collection :o) Everyone have a great 2007 & look forwards to seeing you all in this brand new year!Bye Bye…. purrr…purrrNicci..xx

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Hello 2007!

December 26th, 2006 5:58 pm MST

Well another year almost over! Some good times & bad ..mostly good on the girly front anyway! ;o) Highlights for the year – meeting lots of new friends online, at home & overseas!! To many to list but you know who you are! Finally managing to go online with my website ..it was sooo much work I didn’t think I ever would have it finished & online!, well finished in a matter of speaking as its an ever evolving construction really! Lol. It is at an exciting stage now as the membership base is growing & with the construction out of the way I can spend some more time on creating the content should be a fabulous 2007! My yahoo group is going so well & it is fabulous to see it growing with all the new messages & photos that are being added, thanks to all the people that have joined & become involved ;o) The trip to London for the Rubber Ball what a fantastic event & one I recommend that everyone should go to at least once in their life! I would love to go to it again for sure! So many nice people, fabulous outfits & constant entertainment with everyone being happy & in the party mood! So much to see there with 3000+ people need to go a few times I think just to see everything! We met some lovely people as well as some of the fetish celebrities which was nice as well. On the same trip my visit to Marquis for the photo shoot was also a great experience (not cheap but well worth it!) & not only did I end up with some fabulous pictures I also did manage to learn a few new tricks to assist in further improving my own photography & appearance. Sometimes you get in a bit of a rut with your makeup & it was great to see someone do such a different look for me & it now has me trying lots of new things again with my makeup & hair which is fun! As always anytime I managed to get a friend or 2 over for socializing & photos Was also so much fun & my usual partners in crime are Angie or Taylor who in fact I will be seeing both together at the last little party for the year on the 29th of December! Which should see the shutter of the D80 receiving quite a workout! I would also like to thank all of those wonderful people out there, & who have supported me with lovely messages & comment’s all over the web which has really boosted my confidence :o) & hope to have more time this year to get to know every one a little better! Here’s to a fantastic 2007 & have a great new year celebration & see you in your fetish best next year!!

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