Nancy-josephine Leah Morris
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Get Ready, Girl - We’re Goin’ Down! (Goodbye to All My Friends...)
September 8th, 2006 11:54 am MDT
The Scene: A lone airplane has been circling the airport for what seems like an eternity. No matter what the pilot says or does to comply with FAA Protocol, the Control Tower has refused to give clearance to land. Now, with her fuel practically spent, the pilot makes her final circuit around. She has only one more shot at lining up with the runway to make a safe landing. She radios the Tower one last time - and... and... ___That’s exactly where my life is today. After 8 months and over 100 job contacts that ended in rejection, my last unemployment check will arrive in less than 2 weeks. If I am not hired somewhere before that happens, I shall plummet in a free-fall to homelessness and utter destitution. Not a good place for a Trans-girl to be. ___But such is the toll a hostile society exacts upon those whom it has deemed as unworthy and less than human. What is my crime? I requested permission to Transition on the job.___I’ve made a few friends here in URNA. But over time, they, for the most part, have forgotten me and moved on. Life is hard for the not-so-pretty, the poor and the soldiers on the front lines fighting for freedom.___even the freedoms of those who don’t care...___Since I cannot continue paying for my Internet connection, it won’t be long before I completely drop out of sight here and elsewhere. But my efforts to stand for the full Liberation of ALL T-girls will go on. No matter how bad off my life gets. It is my all-consuming passion. My Mission in this life.___So goodbye for now, girlfriends. Will I rise again? I don’t know. Will I find my One True Love? I thought I had - but I think she’s gone away from me, too. ___So I brace myself, look over the landscape below, then tell myself, "This is really it. Get Ready, Girl - WE’RE GOIN’ DOWN!"___This is Nancy-Jo of Colorado Springs signing off.___LONG LIVE THE REVOLUTION!!!___
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Nancy-Jo, darling, I do sincerely feel for your plight. Yet please understand that you WILL get what you expect in life. To hear you expecting, predicting, bad things to happen for yourself, will literally guarantee those misfortunes will happen. Gosh girl, being destitute and homeless is not what you want for yourself! Stop thinking that way or you will bring it upon yourself! Realize that what you give your emotional energy to will manifest... you are putting out bad vibes for yourself, and it's going to make things a lot worse for you than they need to be.
Instead of expecting all manner of terrible thing to happen to you in the future, look at today only. What have you got today, this moment, that you can be thankful for? It sounds like you still have the amenities of life, start being grateful for those. Be grateful to have taken the bold step to live true to yourself, knowing this will lead to long term happiness for you.
Then, when you think of the future, do not even consider all those who might reject you. Instead be grateful for those in your future who will not only accept you but also celebrate you. Just know that all good things are coming your way. Believe in this with all of your heart and you will see your luck turn around.
While you still have your internet connection, it is imperative that you watch this, for to understand and apply this information will change your life. http://www.whatisthesecret.tv/
Much love,
Michele