URNotAlone

Never thought it would come to this

November 13th, 2007 8:03 pm MST

Well it finally happen, after Halloween I came out myself to a few of my friends, my GF's family, planning on telling my own family if they don't already know, feels great. I can't keep it to myself any more the hair getting long, love the way it feels many have thought it was a wig don't know if that's good or bad. Does it look like a cheap wig or really that good. I have been getting called miss alot, well between the hair earrings and the way I dress I'm 2 steps from being fulltime and the thought has crossed my mind, but not ready yet. Don't know if I'm out to work officially but taking alot of ribbing, if they dont know, I wish I could tell them how on the point their comments are. Harder to hide everthing under baggy shirts, come summer not going to be able to hide them any more. Diet is comming around very slowly, fighting the holidays, going out to dinner to often and the hormones. It will happen in time. This is my time and feels like a dream, afraid I'm going to wake up and see that guy in the mirror !