URNotAlone

This is My Time

December 13th, 2007 9:54 pm MST

Little has changed since my last entry, my hair is getting even longer and it feels great. I dress more now in women's jeans and gender neutral tops all the time. I just have to add a little make-up change the earings and "HERE'S Kristen." I get out as often as I can, go anywhere do anything. Have enjoyed the simpler things as Kristen, a Icecrean cone in the park on a hot afternoon, grocery shopping, mainsteam restaurants, even went to a comedy club expecting to be the point of a joke, but sat just far enough from the stage not to be a target and nothing happened. That is how I can describe my reaction of people to my being out......nothing happened. Funny I love being able to blend and go anywhere but I miss seeing the reaction of people to my being there. I have realized I love being noticed, in the spotlight, trying to find time to do Amateur theater in drab, as well as drag shows, but never enough time and if I start will want to do little else. I have travelled as Kristen driving more than 90 miles and stayed enfem for 4 days....not planning on going 24/7 yet but the taste of it was nice and I realized how easy it would be for me to do it. I am living in the best of both worlds, and loving it, but the gap has closed alot between them, I don't change who I am when my clothes change other than my voice. Im being me and loving it.