URNotAlone

A New Year.... New Direction

January 8th, 2010 9:31 am MST

The New Year, will see me make many changes, some I had started last year. I plan on kicking up my transition, electrolysis and the return to hormones is in the plan. My transition is something that had taken a seat on the back burner due to fears of work. Those fears have not changed but the feelings I do have, have changed. The past 2 years has seen my hair grow to the point it is well past my shoulders. My hair is not the only thing growing; I have curves in the right places, and naturally not just padding. I am presenting more feminine all the time; it is no longer just the clothes that give me my feminine look. Even at work I have become lax at how they see me, my nails are the latest thing I have stopped caring if they as seen as feminine. I enjoy being seen as just one of the girls and have made new accepting GG friends, I get out with them shopping, to dinner and dancing. I don’t plan on ditching my old friends for my new ones, each have a place in my heart. I have been out just a short 4 years now on a regular basis, never would I have thought I would be where I am today; even my non-op title is under fire as I want to take things farther, GRS is still not planned, but just the thought of considering it is now not foreign. Many take the road of matching the body to the mind; I am taking the path of finding a happy medium that I can live my life and be happy with how I see myself and how others see me.