URNotAlone

Wishes and Dreams!

April 14th, 2008 12:36 pm MDT

I have been dressing now for close to 4-5 years but in the past year I have really had this feeling to bring it out of the closet to the outside. I know that this is a huge step.I have to admit that right now I am pretty chicken in going out dressed but not because just nerves but mostly because of my conception on how people will look at me.  I am so concerned that I want to look so realistic and femme that I am scared that people (and especially other CD and T-girls) would look at me and comment on how pathetic I would look. My only feedback I have had are from the posts of pictures I do here and on my Yahoo 360 page.
So what are my wishes and dreams? My wishes and dreams are for me to meet up with another very passable CD/T-girl and we would first become friends. I know that I will open up to a friend and not to a complete stranger. Once we are good enough friends, we could possibly meet to dress up together. This is where I could help her in any way and she would be able to help me too.
Lets dress up together! After we dress us, I think I'll be ready then to go out into the real world and everyone will be able to meet Michelle for the first time. It will be especially easier knowing that I won't be going out alone.
So now you know what my wishes and dreams are. Is there another CD/T-girl out there that will let me fulfill a life long dream? Maybe you are that special friend?
If you would like to become friends and possibly meet to dress us, please feel free to contact me and I would love to chat/talk with you.
We are all in this together so I am hoping there is someone (or maybe a group of gurls) out there that will be able to help me with my dreams and wishes.
Lots of Hugs and if you are interested, I hope to hear from you soon.
Michelle