URNotAlone

At last i found him my soulmate

June 30th, 2008 2:15 pm MDT

Hey all We all know the that need and desire to express all those female emotions that dwell in us, And getting to be with a confidant secure in himself male in public has been the most wonderful Vent for that i'v found yet . Had a banner month in may dated 5 guys all had there own charm . Oh and there was no si never put iex involved just great real world dates great food great conversation nice warm mutual affection shared. But they still had there low points The best os them was married  , the others were curious but not LTR material. So i stayed on my course to be out there and active in trying to see if there was a real mature male who real wanted an ltr or more with a TG person like Me. Ok heres the twist I would have never put in fiath at all in a long distance Meet ever , All those so called great understanding ones that you meet on here that are forlorn because of the distance but would snap you up if you were in the next county. Well as i was on yahoo mess. on my cam with tg friend I get a request to view me ,Low and behold That one in a billion guy poped in to my life . All the qualities That most females would love in a gentleman , 3000 miles away from me ,that was 8 days ago WE have communicated 5 out of the 8 for at least 2 hrs. each time and more then 1 time aday . I was told by my therapist that theres someone for every one I half heartedly believed that till that moment we started chatting . Every emotion and feeling has been brought to light by skip Not as that BS line we all here from the admires here but such an honest out pouring of his heart. Needless to say hes swept me off my feet and countiues to levitate me so far . But the most amazing thing about all this is that over the last 5 days we see each other beaming with all the things that matter  when to people care and share and want each other . Theres no agenda we geniunly care and love each other as a person not as a sex . or a gender . He has the ablity to be here  on my terms and my timetable and shows me his desire for it to be sooner then later. We plan to go away for a long weekend and explore this new found love. There are lots of things we need to learn about us as a couple and he was the first to use that term as i allways scared we to ever think that  was possible in a real world realationship between a man and a tg person. However I'm so comfortable with it as a fact now and he is the one making think that way not wild eyed tg brain running amuck. I have to pinch myself in the morning to make sure its real, But he tells me every morning he does too and if you saw his smile you'd see its true. I'm The luckest Tg around, To be found by your soulmate by simple blind luck and a keystroke WOW . I call our realtionship cold fusion because so little goes into creating so much. He thinks thats great so do I