URNotAlone

Only reminds me of him...

June 17th, 2007 2:41 am MDT

I see him beside me and it's only a dream,a vision of what used to be.The laughter and the sorrow pictures in time is fading to memory. How could I ever let him go and is it too late to let him know??? I try to run from his side but each place I hide,it only reminds me of him...When I turn out all the lights even the night, can't stop myself  reminisce..I needed my freedom and this what I’ve thought, but I was a fool to believe...My heart lied while he cried rivers of tears...But I was too blind to see everything we’ve been through before and now it means so much more...Only him makes me feel how to love and be loved before...I know someone out there will make me feel it again..but I'm willing to wait....wait...and someday someone's gonna love me the way I wanted him to need me.....xoxoxo