URNotAlone

Taking the Next Steps

April 17th, 2006 7:23 am MDT

Well here I am, a few weeks after Kaitlyn’s face to face meeting with my wife. I must admit that I am still euphoric after so many days. I feel like I have been released from captivity and I feel so much closer to my wife. Her response continues to be very positive, in fact I get the impression that she is anxious to hang out with Kaitlyn again.

Unfortunately obligations to work and family have kept me from spending any quality time as Kaitlyn since the meeting. Looking ahead to the coming weekend I suspect no time will avail itself. I am anxiously looking forward to the next time I get to dress.

However, like the title of this post said, I am taking the next steps in my expression of my feminine side. Now before I am misunderstood, I am not taking steps towards transition. I enjoy both aspects of my personality, with out one or the other, I would be incomplete. I am however taking steps to enhance my presentation as a woman. I have just started working on my voice, partly because my wife mentioned it as being strange to hear my male voice coming from Kaitlyn, and partly because it is something that I really want to do. I have been watching the “Finding your Female Voice” from Deep Stealth productions and practicing in the car as I drive to work. I must admit that I feel silly sometimes, but I hope that in the end it is all worth it.

Well, that's my update. Thanks for reading it. Hugs to everyone!
Kaitlyn