Journal Entries for Stephanie Chris
Continued
April 10th, 2012 7:53 am MDT
So I continued to have a fling with this woman for a coupe years...shopped a lot together, clothes, toys, etc. She told me she wanted to have a bi experience and asked if I would support that? Told me that I was the only one she ever talked to about her desires. Given that we were not together in a traditional sense I supported the idea (mildly jealous but supportive). After she had met a couple people we were talking one day and she suggested that there is nothing wrong with experimenting...and asked if I ever did if she could watch. We were both pretty open with each other. I told her I was not so sure if I was interested or not...sort of a fib as I was at the least mildly curious as to what it would be like to be w/ another cd.
I have talked to a lot of gurls since then and have met a few in person...I found that a lot of gurls I met online were flakey unfortunately and can only assume that they too are on the fence between what is fantasy and reality. I have been flakey as well...there are some VERY nice ladies here from Socal that have invited me out for drinks and dinner and though I am thankful for the invites I have been either too busy, or chose not to make it a priority (regretfully at times).
A couple years ago I met a cd (very attractive) online. We chatted and emailed for a long time and decided to meet. We made arrangements to meet at a hotel, she was dolled up quite nice when I got there and while I got ready we had a couple glasses of wine and talked for a time. I ended up drinking a whole bottle of wine I was soooo nervous! This was a 1st for both of us and it was kind of akward but we did end up enjoying each others company for a time. We continued chatting for a few months after that. She wanted to continue to meet and I was on the fence about the whole thing. We had completely different schedules and it was difficult to coordinate times...eventually we lost touch...
expanding my horizons
April 8th, 2012 4:54 pm MDT
I have dressedd off and on my whole life. I have always dated women and was married for quite some time; divorced several yrs back. My wife was not supportive so when I divorced I decided to embrace this a whole lot more and tell a few more people (women) that I am friends with about this part of my life. All have been very accepting so far...
A few years back I had a friend suggest that I expand my dating horizons beyond just women. The thought made my heart pound and my head swim...though I have seen plenty of gurls (pictures mostly and a few in person) that were VERY attractive it did not occur to me (as a serious thought) to do anything beyond dating women.
About the same time I had a FWB (gg) that was bi curious and very much into this part of my life. We had a very active intimate life, shopped together were supportive of each others lives outside "the norm" of society (whatever that is). One day we were walking and talking about sex (with each other) and she was talking about how much she enjoyed having someone orgasm inside her and further stated that she wished I could feel what that was like. I was a little taken aback by the comment...and my reaction again. My head started swimming and my heart started raceing...
Will contine later :)
Going out
September 5th, 2010 1:21 pm MDT
So I went out yesterday for awhile...it was a casual outing. I wore a cute pair of flip flops, some capris, a cute top, gold hoop earings and light make up.
I went and got a mani / pedi and walked around (Hillcrest SD) for awhile passing the time then I went to a waxing appt.
The day was pretty uneventful otherwise but it fealt great to get out.
