URNotAlone

SOME NEW GOOD THINGS !!

February 17th, 2008 3:56 am MST

I have to say I am simply pleased with my hair!! LOL!  It is growing great!  It is down past my shoulders now!  Woot!  I just love it!   I started growing it out on January of 2007 and have not cut it since.  This is the first time in my entire life that I have actually had my own real long hair!   And I love it!  I can mouse it up then scrunch it and come up with a huge pile of curls!  So very girly!  Most days I just wear my hair like that to work, kinda looks different, but I like it.  Just me with a girls hairdo!  I am hoping that my bosses will get the hint and let me come to work as Beth Ann, since all four of them saw me on Halloween 2007 fully dressed as a girl!!The 3 male bosses were really picking on me about my hair for about 6 months, but about a few weeks ago I think I put a stop to it.  I told one of them he better stop it because he was violating my civil rights, and I was going right back to my office and write down exactly what he said and the time and date.  And would be doing that for each one of the bosses.  Well, they stopped.The week before last I actually drove to the central office and talked to the personell director and asked if it would be possible for me to come to work as Beth Ann.  She was very positive in her responce and kind to me, she liked me anyway, and said that she would talk to the lawyer and see what he had to say.  She's been on vacation since then, I am almost afraid to ask her what they talked about and decided.I've been having a real hard time finding a doctor to prescribe me some estrogen, I think I really need it now as I am about to go full time working and living as a woman. I've asked a few and been turned down.  I have several photo albums that show that I have been living most of my life as aa woman anyway, but just not at work.I have been able to loose a wee bit of weight !!   But need to loose some more.  At least I am not at my horrible super depressed weight of 260lbs.  Now that sucked. I am actually down to under 230lbs now!!  I take my 1 Adipex each day.I am still on quite a pile of medication, but I think it is keeping me on the straight and level.  1 thing I do not like is my migrianes.The last time I had my hair worked on, I actually went to a salon at the mall and had my hair colored, and my brows waxed!   I think and hope that I get to go back tommrow as I need to go, evil roots.  I had my eyes checked for the first time in 8 years and next week am going to get fitted for my trials contacts, I got the colored ones in blue and green!  Very girly I think, especially since I've worn glasses since I have been 16 years old. I'm trying to do everything to be girly.  My latest picture is #8. If you want to check it out.I better go lay down and get some rest, I am so happy that I am on the road to being a girl now, and I do hope that it actually all goes good for me and actually works out so that I can be a real girl. ))  My life long dream, since 14 or earlier, will have finally come true!!Beth Ann