URNotAlone

Just Being Me

September 15th, 2007 7:36 pm MDT

i realize i am SO much more comfortable around people who know that i am tg, or whom at least think i am a "crossdresser" - even though i know it's more than that.  It let's me really be myself, without any mask or guard on.  i see the old fake parts of me fading away... those that i had.  i was never all that believably masculine anyway, believe me!Actually, i find that i am acting more and more myself around people anyway, not really caring to hide.  Since i do not yet dress full-time in appropriately gendered clothes, this leads to some varied conclusions about what i am, i'm sure.  Oh well.  i am getting more and more comfortable just being me, and someday soon i hope to "just be me" more in appearance as well as behavior.   i know this day will come.   And to all you friends who know me as the person i "really" am already - thank you!!  The small but growing circle of r/t friends and acquaintances who know about me has been supportive, and all you very nice people on this site (of course!)  have been an inspiration.