Journal Entries for Kathy P Webster
What Am I Doing Here?
January 4th, 2011 9:15 pm MST
The answer to the title, in short is, that I am here because I belong here.
It has been a long time since I posted an entry here, and a lot has happened.
I am totally open to my wife now, and she has become increasingly accepting. She even bought my 3 sets of pink slipper socks today. That is a sign of accetance.
Last weekend I appeared as full Kathy for the first time in her presence with others there. That was a big deal. I tried on a clothing gift that I recieved while visitng a friend. I went and changed, to full femme, with the cute jacket on that I had been gifted with. I sat next to my wife in a party dress, shoes, and the jacket while we drank champaign and chatted with our friends. It was a special evening. An ordinary evening in so many ways. It was not "wild", no, but it in a way it was as normal as life can be. I was just me, in the room. Comfortable, with friends, talking about whatever. It was not all about me, even though I ~did~ get a nice comment on my legs (thank you, you know who you are! lol). It was so comfortable to be like that, fully me, among others who all knew.
I always visit this site though, and if you ever wish to drop me a note or ask me anything, please do.
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Re: What Am I Doing Here? Kelli Nicole Elam January 5th, 2011 1:31 pm MST Oh Kathy, how happy I am to read this! This is wonderful hon, congratulations! And, I know, well somewhat know....I never went out as Kelli with my former spouse...but I think I know how you must have felt, and feel now, and I hope it will only get better from here! I look forward to chatting with you about all of this soon! Happy New Year!! (Hugs) Kelli
