URNotAlone

Displaced Soul of Inner Beauty

September 4th, 2008 10:15 am MDT

Wed  Sept 3rd 2008;
 
Displaced Soul of Inner Beauty:
 
The trappings I have been born into
Confine and mottle who I am inside.
My outer shell hides the inner beauty
I know lay beneath the surface.
 
My inside screams a silent plea of life to be lived
My soul though it lives inside me, has lived before
and fully in another. It pleads to live there fully again.
 
When I look around I see such beauty in the world,
I long to be cause of some of tht beauty.
Is tht shallow? Shallow to want outer beauty to reflect
The inner beauty tht dwells within? Maybe so.
 
Love is an odd but protective and warming concept
It is said you cannot love if you do not love yrself first.
Yet I love many things and many people.
 Do I love myself? A question tht is subjective at minimum.
 
I like certain aspects, however I do not
Love the package tht carries this soul, for it matches not.
I love and embrace who I am on the inside.
If only there could be the matching of inner soul
With outer shell, I know I could be cause to
Some of tht beauty I have myself witnessed
I believe more inner beauty would be allowed
To shine through, if I matched inner and outer.
 
If there is a higher power as many claim, and
Tht power knows all and has laid out our paths.
Why then, does tht power constantly create
Outer shells with misplaced souls?
These misplaced souls spend specific frames
Of  time “knowing”, something is askew.
Some never figure it out at all. Others find out quickly.
Yet even more experience flashes of clarity,
Usually fleeting and then buried deep again.
Then there are those “who know”, but are trapped.
 
It is like witnessing a crime and not being
Able to speak or do anything to prevent it.
Those are the souls tht scream to be released.
Many times and more than not, it is a silent scream.
Other times they are loud and piercing screams.
 
I have heard many souls scream in silence and
Tht loud piercing scream, even from with in me.
I witness many displaced souls pleading to match
Inner with outer because my community
Is home to many displaced souls.