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  • Candis Beach

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    Candis Beach January 2nd, 2009 12:20 pm MST

    TAG Sale MY MOMS HOUSE IN NY !!!!!! lots of vintage stuff !!!!!! sale date is the 17th of jan ... if intrested , PM me !!!! thanx gals

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  • Dan™ & Erin™

    2008 in Review

    Dan™ & Erin™ December 31st, 2008 2:28 pm MST

    Well, it's definitely been an interesting year. A lot has happened. I ended a relationship with the best girlfriend I've ever had (though she still wasn't right), I've watched my prosperity complete dry up, I've almost completely stopped smoking and my drinking is almost not even noticeable at this point. I've fallen in love with the most incredible woman and I'm slowly figuring things out.

    When the year began, I was worried about money. My company stopped producing and selling adult content which resulted in a massive drop of revenue. Around the same time, I broke my primary revenue producing website preventing people with IE 6 from accessing it, so I spent most of the year working on a new design which finally went online in August.

    I really thought most of my financial problems were my fault. The result of changes in my companies business model and my own failing's running the web sites. In fact, I was so busy trying to figure out what I was doing wrong that I didn't notice the world collapsing slowly outside my window.

    I had to cash in my kids college funds to pay bills. I had to cancel my life insurance to pay bills. When my car died, I decided to sell it for scrap rather than repair it. Fewer bills again. My house is usually a bit chilly and dark to save on utilities. I've reduced my monthly budget by around 2,000. I've been selling furniture to buy groceries.

    For everything that had gone wrong, I'm optimistic. Not because I see an end in sight, but because I feel like I'm getting a handle on things. I have the best friends of my life. I'm in love for the first time in my life. I'm relatively healthy and my kids are healthy and seem well adjusted.

    I think things are going to get worse. A lot worse, but I'm confident that we'll all get through this. As a planet, we need to step back and assess what's important. We need to focus on the things that need to be done, and we need to start working towards a better future.

    I think we'll do it.

    I hope.

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  • Karen Reeves

    URNA DETECTIVES NEWS FLASH! DAN, JON & THE CASE OF THE MISSING JOURNAL ENTRIES!

    Karen Reeves December 27th, 2008 8:54 pm MST

    Hi Everyone!

    It appears that the case of the missing journal entry postings has been SOLVED!

    I can see from my own list of the number of journal entries posted on my site that last June 4th was a busy day. I know I have posted quite a few journal entries over the years but not 53 of them!!! I can talk and write alot but . . . . .

    Trying to repair the site the guys posted over 30 test entries on my site in just a few hours! When the site recently got repaired these disappearing journal entries suddenly reappeared. I just noticied this and have spent time deleting the test items.

    I would suggest that everyone go delete repetative journal/test items to cut down on the clutter.

    Thanks Dan & Jon for the great work in making Urnotalone such an awesome place!!! You have proved yourselves again!

    *Smiles*

    ~Karen~ 

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  • Dan™ & Erin™

    Merry xMas!

    Dan™ & Erin™ December 25th, 2008 7:35 am MST

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  • Karen Reeves

    Merry Christmas 2008 To You All!

    Karen Reeves December 20th, 2008 11:51 pm MST

    Hi Everyone!

    It is that time of year and yesterday's/today's snowstorm just seems to add to the festive mood of Christmas. I know that getting ready for the holidays can be stressful and painful.

    I enjoy all the bright lights, good cheer, parties, the presents, and Xmas dinner. But let us remember the true meaning of Xmas. It is the day that we celeberate the life of one person and the meaning of what it is to strive and have a better planet to live on.

    Enjoy your holidays no matter your belief system!!!!!

    *Kisses*

    ~Karen~  

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  • Candis Beach

    building down[new pic]

    Candis Beach December 9th, 2008 7:49 pm MST

    yupp a resent pic of me WOW, and yes i have built down to a fittnessss build , thank heaven !!!!! i feel lighter ,faster, hotter ..mabe not hot , but its less and a diffrent kinda work out...

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  • Dean M. L.

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    Dean M. L. November 28th, 2008 12:14 pm MST

    I rode the waves, tracing every contour, every valley and every rise, enthralled as I marvelled at the vision of loveliness before me.

    I rode into the core of her being, feeling her enfold me in her velvet embrace. Locked together in union, we rode the crest together, thrilling to the waves of our pleasure and of our hearts beating in unison. We rode higher still, seeking release.

    I reached the pinnacle of the crest, teetering on its brink, and as I gazed down once again at her loveliness, her body shivering with the anticipation of delight, I knew I could hold back no longer...

    We crashed together, as one, allowing  the pulsating waves to wash over us, charging us with their afterglow.

    For long moments we held each other tight, savouring the moment we both knew must pass, and as her questing blue eyes sought mine, I realised something that i'd known all along, yet had been too afraid to admit. I saw many things in her eyes and now I saw hope blossom in them, swimming to the surface...

    I knew that there was no way back for me now, and I did'nt care. There were so many things i wanted to tell her, but I never had a chance to, as I was torn away from her, back into the harsh light of stinging reality by the strident blaring of the alarm clock.

    Disorientated and sheathed in a film of sweat, I took in the cold light of the dawn filtering through the curtains. I was alone. Just another day.

    Standing beneath the comforting warmth of the shower I was aware that her image, indeed that of the dream itself, was fading, fragmenting as the reality of the day imposed itself on my still waking body. I tried to will her lovely countenance  back into my mind ... Just when i thought i had her, i fought to hold on to her as her image rapidly faded away yet again.

    Locking the door and feeling the Monday morning blues, i made my way out into the bleak, slate grey day and set off for work.

    Largely it was  same old faces that greeted me, filled the commuter train as i stepped on board. For the most part they, including myself stared gloomily at the floor or out of a window, in fact anything but make eye contact with a fellow traveller.  Feet  tapped  idly and bodies fidgeted nervously in  anticipation of the long day ahead. I guess it was a kind of Monday morning ritual, maybe played out in commuter trains across the world or something.

    Raising my eyes from my scrutiny of the floor, i met the eyes of a young lady. The full force of my recognition of her almost knocked me off my feet as i met her blue eyes gazing at me intensely from across the carriage. Judging by the expression on her face, her shock must have been as great as mine at our mutual recognition...

    But now she was smiling, a warm smile threatening to break into a grin, making her way over to me, as a twinkle in her eye told me that this not so ordinary day was only just beginning....

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  • Dean M. L.

    Lucy

    Dean M. L. November 28th, 2008 12:12 pm MST

    I rode the waves, tracing every contour, every valley and every rise, enthralled as I marvelled at the vision of loveliness before me.

    I rode into the core of her being, feeling her enfold me in her velvet embrace. Locked together in union, we rode the crest together, thrilling to the waves of our pleasure and of our hearts beating in unison. We rode higher still, seeking release.

    I reached the pinnacle of the crest, teetering on its brink, and as I gazed down once again at her loveliness, her body shivering with the anticipation of delight, I knew I could hold back no longer...

    We crashed together, as one, allowing  the pulsating waves to wash over us, charging us with their afterglow.

    For long moments we held each other tight, savouring the moment we both knew must pass, and as her questing blue eyes sought mine, I realised something that i'd known all along, yet had been too afraid to admit. I saw many things in her eyes and now I saw hope blossom in them, swimming to the surface...

    I knew that there was no way back for me now, and I did'nt care. There were so many things i wanted to tell her, but I never had a chance to, as I was torn away from her, back into the harsh light of stinging reality by the strident blaring of the alarm clock.

    Disorientated and sheathed in a film of sweat, I took in the cold light of the dawn filtering through the curtains. I was alone. Just another day.

    Standing beneath the comforting warmth of the shower I was aware that her image, indeed that of the dream itself, was fading, fragmenting as the reality of the day imposed itself on my still waking body. I tried to will her lovely countenance  back into my mind ... Just when i thought i had her, i fought to hold on to her as her image rapidly faded away yet again.

    Locking the door and feeling the Monday morning blues, i made my way out into the bleak, slate grey day and set off for work.

    Largely it was  same old faces that greeted me, filled the commuter train as i stepped on board. For the most part they, including myself stared gloomily at the floor or out of a window, in fact anything but make eye contact with a fellow traveller.  Feet  tapped  idly and bodies fidgeted nervously in  anticipation of the long day ahead. I guess it was a kind of Monday morning ritual, maybe played out in commuter trains across the world or something.

    Raising my eyes from my scrutiny of the floor, i met the eyes of a young lady. The full force of my recognition of her almost knocked me off my feet as i met her blue eyes gazing at me intensely from across the carriage. Judging by the expression on her face, her shock must have been as great as mine at our mutual recognition...

    But now she was smiling, a warm smile threatening to break into a grin, making her way over to me, as a twinkle in her eye told me that this not so ordinary day was only just beginning....

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  • Dean M. L.

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    Dean M. L. November 28th, 2008 12:11 pm MST

    I rode the waves, tracing every contour, every valley and every rise, enthralled as I marvelled at the vision of loveliness before me.

    I rode into the core of her being, feeling her enfold me in her velvet embrace. Locked together in union, we rode the crest together, thrilling to the waves of our pleasure and of our hearts beating in unison. We rode higher still, seeking release.

    I reached the pinnacle of the crest, teetering on its brink, and as I gazed down once again at her loveliness, her body shivering with the anticipation of delight, I knew I could hold back no longer...

    We crashed together, as one, allowing  the pulsating waves to wash over us, charging us with their afterglow.

    For long moments we held each other tight, savouring the moment we both knew must pass, and as her questing blue eyes sought mine, I realised something that i'd known all along, yet had been too afraid to admit. I saw many things in her eyes and now I saw hope blossom in them, swimming to the surface...

    I knew that there was no way back for me now, and I did'nt care. There were so many things i wanted to tell her, but I never had a chance to, as I was torn away from her, back into the harsh light of stinging reality by the strident blaring of the alarm clock.

    Disorientated and sheathed in a film of sweat, I took in the cold light of the dawn filtering through the curtains. I was alone. Just another day.

    Standing beneath the comforting warmth of the shower I was aware that her image, indeed that of the dream itself, was fading, fragmenting as the reality of the day imposed itself on my still waking body. I tried to will her lovely countenance  back into my mind ... Just when i thought i had her, i fought to hold on to her as her image rapidly faded away yet again.

    Locking the door and feeling the Monday morning blues, i made my way out into the bleak, slate grey day and set off for work.

    Largely it was  same old faces that greeted me, filled the commuter train as i stepped on board. For the most part they, including myself stared gloomily at the floor or out of a window, in fact anything but make eye contact with a fellow traveller.  Feet  tapped  idly and bodies fidgeted nervously in  anticipation of the long day ahead. I guess it was a kind of Monday morning ritual, maybe played out in commuter trains across the world or something.

    Raising my eyes from my scrutiny of the floor, i met the eyes of a young lady. The full force of my recognition of her almost knocked me off my feet as i met her blue eyes gazing at me intensely from across the carriage. Judging by the expression on her face, her shock must have been as great as mine at our mutual recognition...

    But now she was smiling, a warm smile threatening to break into a grin, making her way over to me, as a twinkle in her eye told me that this not so ordinary day was only just beginning....

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  • Dean M. L.

    Lucy

    Dean M. L. November 28th, 2008 12:10 pm MST

    I rode the waves, tracing every contour, every valley and every rise, enthralled as I marvelled at the vision of loveliness before me.

    I rode into the core of her being, feeling her enfold me in her velvet embrace. Locked together in union, we rode the crest together, thrilling to the waves of our pleasure and of our hearts beating in unison. We rode higher still, seeking release.

    I reached the pinnacle of the crest, teetering on its brink, and as I gazed down once again at her loveliness, her body shivering with the anticipation of delight, I knew I could hold back no longer...

    We crashed together, as one, allowing  the pulsating waves to wash over us, charging us with their afterglow.

    For long moments we held each other tight, savouring the moment we both knew must pass, and as her questing blue eyes sought mine, I realised something that i'd known all along, yet had been too afraid to admit. I saw many things in her eyes and now I saw hope blossom in them, swimming to the surface...

    I knew that there was no way back for me now, and I did'nt care. There were so many things i wanted to tell her, but I never had a chance to, as I was torn away from her, back into the harsh light of stinging reality by the strident blaring of the alarm clock.

    Disorientated and sheathed in a film of sweat, I took in the cold light of the dawn filtering through the curtains. I was alone. Just another day.

    Standing beneath the comforting warmth of the shower I was aware that her image, indeed that of the dream itself, was fading, fragmenting as the reality of the day imposed itself on my still waking body. I tried to will her lovely countenance  back into my mind ... Just when i thought i had her, i fought to hold on to her as her image rapidly faded away yet again.

    Locking the door and feeling the Monday morning blues, i made my way out into the bleak, slate grey day and set off for work.

    Largely it was  same old faces that greeted me, filled the commuter train as i stepped on board. For the most part they, including myself stared gloomily at the floor or out of a window, in fact anything but make eye contact with a fellow traveller.  Feet  tapped  idly and bodies fidgeted nervously in  anticipation of the long day ahead. I guess it was a kind of Monday morning ritual, maybe played out in commuter trains across the world or something.

    Raising my eyes from my scrutiny of the floor, i met the eyes of a young lady. The full force of my recognition of her almost knocked me off my feet as i met her blue eyes gazing at me intensely from across the carriage. Judging by the expression on her face, her shock must have been as great as mine at our mutual recognition...

    But now she was smiling, a warm smile threatening to break into a grin, making her way over to me, as a twinkle in her eye told me that this not so ordinary day was only just beginning....

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  • Candis Beach

    to my NY peepettes

    Candis Beach November 26th, 2008 10:23 pm MST

    im in NY till dec 30 give me a yelp

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  • Candis Beach

    to my NY PEEPettes

    Candis Beach November 26th, 2008 10:21 pm MST

    well im back in NY my moms real sick , will be kickin around 4 awile

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  • Melissa S

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    Melissa S November 26th, 2008 9:22 pm MST

    Happy Thanksgiving everyone....Enjoy this special day and be very thankful. All of you take care and stay safe.  Remember....to some of us, don't overstuff yourself, some of you including yours truly got to work the next day.

    Alohaxxxx

    Melissa

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  • Karen Reeves

    GOOBLE GOOBLE GOOBLE-Some November Thoughts !

    Karen Reeves November 16th, 2008 10:00 pm MST

    Hi Everyone!

    I hope that all of you have a great Thanksgiving. We all have, though it may not seem that way many times, so much to be thankful for. The next time you get down emotionally remember that things could be a whole lot worse. Many people are in  that predicament.

    Don't each too much turkey!

    *Kisses*

    ~Karen~ 

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  • Linda Lewis

    Test Entry

    Linda Lewis November 16th, 2008 7:57 am MSTThis is a test to see it this working. Please do not respond to it.

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  • Dan™ & Erin™

    Purple America

    Dan™ & Erin™ November 7th, 2008 3:03 pm MST

    For those of you who still think that the election was close, take a look at these two maps. One shows the counties in their actual size shaded blue or red based on what the population voted.

    This map shows each county with a size set by the population. It looks a lot less red.

    This is far more of the mandate the George W Bush claimed four years ago, this is a landslide. For those of you that fear a socialist government, let me just state the following:


    1. Socialist nations like Denmark, Normay, Sweden and Holland have:

    1. Highest quality of living
    2. Highest per capita income
    3. Highest literacy rates
    4. Lowest crime rates
    5. Lowest infant mortality rates
    6. Things like HRT and SRS are covered by the national health

    I've heard a lot of people claim that Obama was a socialist. He's not. I wish he was, but I would have been no more enthusiastic of his candidacy.


    Be that as it may, why would socialism be so scary anyway?

     

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  • Katherine Chi

    post scc 08

    Katherine Chi October 21st, 2008 8:08 pm MDT

    Wednesday, October 1, 2008
    Day 1 at Southern Comfort Conference (SCC)

                I will not bore you with details, instead I will start off arriving at Hartsfield airport right here In Atlanta.  I arrived on time from Delta, I know I was shocked too, ha-ha cause that never seems to ever happen. While I walked through the airport I was deciding on what transportation to take to the hotel taxi/livery cab, shuttle buses or the MARTA… When I got to baggage claim I was a little hesitant on getting my bags because last year I had a horrible incident happen.  Last year I didn’t get my bags until like sometime after midnight, they said my bag was too heavy and had to be on board another flight coming to Atlanta.  Anyways, I found my bag and it was not delayed and not having to wait for it was a relief.  Okay, at this point I opted for the Marta as It was the cheapest (1.75 +.50 (2.25) one way.  I was scared as I never been on the MARTA and going through Atlanta scared the crap out of me, I guess it’s that feeling of being in a new area and I am not familiar to the transit system.  When I walked up the stairs I was shocked (sorry Atlanta) it was actually clean and odorless.  You see I am from the NYC area and I was like great this is going to be just like the NYC subway system.  Boy was I dead wrong I was impressed that was an above transit system and it was not overly crowded.  It looks like I will be a MARTA user in the future.  The ride itself was pleasant, smooth and quick, less than 45 minutes one-way.  As I arrived at Dunwoody station another “SHAMWOW” moment, was that, it was a stone throw away ha-ha, I knew it was close but not that close.  Getting off the platform and down to street level to meet the shuttle to take us to the hotel was another 5 minute drive.   I was happy to be finally here though a little sad at the same time, meaning that I wish I had a GG girl friend to share this with me, and  yes I am still looking and taking applications for GG
    J he-he...   btw GG means, Genetic Girl.

     

    Arrived at the hotel, walked in and got my SCC registration packet and named tag. Checked In at the hotel and got my key card.  This year I am on the 6th floor, last year I was on the 11 or something can’t remember.   I have view of the back yard this time around nothing special as I can only see the top of the bar called Chip Shots.  I unpacked my things and got everything in order.  The time was about 415p I need to quickly dress and get to the nail salon that I went to last year, as I needed to get my nails done.  Rushing through make up and doing a half decent job I finally got to the nail salon at around 510p. I was happy to see the girls there remembered me and many commented on my new look saying that I look better this year than last year, ha-ha. As we chit chatted away I got a manicure and a pedicure, which cost me with tip 50 bucks, to me that was reasonable.  The whole process took about 1 hour or so, I was then at the bare minerals store as I need more foundation then I left the mall soon after.  So back at the hotel I went to my room to freshen up and head back downstairs to check to see if any one was here that I knew.  And low and behold I bump in to Amber a cross-dresser from Indiana and her Indy friends heading out to dinner and I asked if I could tag along they said sure the more the merrier. I didn’t know where we were eating but we got on bus to the restaurant called Old Hickory House a pulled BBQ pork place.  Once we stepped inside we got the usual stares and dumb founded looks, ha-ha...   the place is a local eatery and it was not busy just a small party in the back besides us.  We seated ourselves in the back as those seem to be the bigger tables and ordered our food.  The food was ok not great and the pork was tender and juicy, I had the shredded pork sandwich with Brunswick stew (It’s a chili like soup) and corn on the cob, at a reasonable price of 6.75, I got the cheapest meal out of all the girls.  Well after talking and eating and showing my pictures we paid our bill on separate checks.  We called the driver to pick us up and headed back to the hotel to just relax and meet any talk with the girls coming in and for me to have a good nights rest for tomorrow as it’s going to be a big day for me.


    Thursday, October 2, 2008

    Day 2

     

    Woke up at 7ish and showered and shaved and got dressed in my Elie Tahari grey pant suit. I looked very professional as I went to breakfast downstairs at the hotel and OMG rip off on breakfast.  I ordered 2 eggs sunny side up with corned beef hash, toast and an apple juice, now this meal sounds it would be a reasonable price, right, WRONG it cost 17.00 and I gave a 2 buck tip that came to 19.00. All I can say is HOLY SHIT.  I was hungry, oh well...   Today was an important day for me, why well I am to take my friend Naria around and introducing her to some of my friends to help her with her project she is working on for the Trans community.  She called me at 1137a and said she already and checked in and is ready to roll.  We headed to meet Cat first so she can register though we were too late.  So we all headed to eat lunch, we sat at a table with my Indy friends and Naria had so many questions,  she was very observant and asked me if that person was a man or woman ,  and every time gave her the answer, she was shocked.  Through out the day, we talked and got to know each other fairly well.  She got some good stories that can lead to a possible shows and I hope that she finds the right people.   She is searching for heterosexual cross-dressers that are married and struggle with the desire to dress as a woman in public.  She would like to have them go on camera as their male and female side.  It’s a tall order but I am sure there are people out there that are willing and ready to speak out for cross-dressers.  We meet some great people and I made a few new friends. As the evening ended with dinner with the Vanity Club girls SCC annual dinner at a local restaurant she talked to the wives of the group, I hope she made a few good friends.  As we headed back to the hotel I asked her if she was glad to come to this conference if only for a short time she said yes she was happy that she came and had the opportunity to talk to all my friends and educated herself on this diverse community.  Unfortunately Naria had to leave early the next day to care for her family.  I wished she stayed longer, but I wish her well and good luck with her project and if she doesn’t find any leads or willing participants at least she is now more educated about the trans community and I hope be more understanding towards our community.  I also hope that she teaches her children to be accepting of people like me. 
    .ExternalClass p.EC_MsoNormal, .ExternalClass li.EC_MsoNormal, .ExternalClass div.EC_MsoNormal {margin-bottom:.0001pt;font-size:12.0pt;font-family:'Times New Roman';} @page Section1 {size:8.5in 11.0in;} .ExternalClass div.EC_Section1 {page:Section1;}              This night also happened to be the vice president debate night and the lobby was packed with people watching the debate.  Casino night was almost a bust but some people came to enjoy it like Amber who had no idea on what she was doing or how to play craps.  This night my friend Dee drove up to see me, it took her 4 hours to find the place.  I am glad that she made it but on a slow night and some what boring night.  I was so tired from the entire day that I couldn’t even talk to her. As it was getting really late I bid her good night and that she should come when its more a party atmosphere, but thanks for coming Dee.


    Friday, October 3, 2008

    Day 3

     

    Friday, today I woke up a little late, 9am and I was invited to breakfast by my friend Chloe, I couldn't make it as I was just getting up and getting ready.  Today I wore an Elie Tahari black pencil skirt and VS thigh high stockings and a blue Theory blouse and Guess ankle strap heels, I looked HOT!!  The career expo was going on and that was interesting that is why I dressed this way.  It was bigger than last year so Kudos to SCC for attracting more companies.    Again I was wandering through the vendor area, I spotted the really cute Asian girl and was eyeing her and I have been eyeing her since Wednesday. I wanted to go up to her and say how cute she was before I left, then today she started up a conversation with me, she beat me to it.  She asked me if she looked good in her corset she was trying on and I said “yes you look gorgeous”, then she asked me have I come by her wig store I said “no I have not” so she lead me to her table and we talked for a bit. She said she would of dated me in a heart beat and that she never dated an Asian guy before, I was floored, I never ever have gotten that before in boy mode let alone as a woman.  Her name is Nusara and she said all that to me when I was dressed. She also happened to be eyeing me so that just shows how understanding she is and open and she is also Republican. This is one of the best moments of my life I will never forget.  Just my luck, she is already married, DOH!!   I hope that she and I can become good friends to the point of almost BFF. This woman is so great I wish I found her years ago. Whoever married her is one dam lucky guy to have an open minded woman.   I also meet another new girl her name is Diane, a GG and she owns a store in Long Island, now I didn’t know I spoke to her before until she mentioned First Event (FE) because I was supposed to be her model for the Fashion show.  After talking to her and her mother about the local parties and some of the people we became instant friends.  I also meet Gina lance editor of TG-life who also happens to be a cross-dresser who put out a book for cross-dressers to get out of the closet, she gave me a copy of her book as a token of friendship and she even signed it ha-ha.  All three of these love woman I know will be long time friends for years to come.

    Saturday, October 4, 2008

    Day 4 the last day

    It started out normal ha-ha, right; I went down to get breakfast cost me about 12 bucks.  Went to see Nusara again, that's the adorable Asian woman that happens to be married.  I didn’t eat lunch and went shopping with Lauren she need some sort of wrap or shawl and I also need to get stud earrings I lost mine on Thursday night or Friday morning.  It was around 4pm after all our shopping I went back to flirt with Nusara again and Jaye a VC sister told me that she told Nusara that I liked her and I that she was cute, which Is true but I didn’t know she would go and tell Nusara.  In her response to Jaye, Nusara said that I looked cute as a boy too and that she likes me, why does she have to be married?   I went back upstairs and packed up some things so I would not rushing to pack and get out on Sunday, as well as change in to my evening dress for the grand gala I looked ok I think ha-ha.   I called Lauren to see if she needed help with deciding what to wear and she said “sure come down to my room”  I sort of helped her, she was doing fine with out me,  so I just  waited for her to get ready, it was like 530- 600p.  She finally got done and we headed out now for some reason the elevators were slow so I opted for the stairs with two other girls, we made it down and so did Lauren she took the elevators.  While greeting and taking pictures I walked back into the vendor area yet again to glimpse at Nusara the Asian GG hottie.  I was sad that she couldn’t stay.   I said bye to her and got her contact info and told her to come back and go to the events with me.

    Dinner was at 730p and it was a decent dinner as it was the last one.  It was a surf and turf meal with red potatoes and asparagus and a plum tomato.  Now for the entertainment, all I can say is WHAT THE FUCK was that.  It was so gaudy and atrocious that you couldn’t understand what that actor was saying or even doing. Every one started walking out on the act and by the end only a handful of people were in the ballroom. Michael a trans-man and Capt of the night asked everyone that was outside to please go back in for announcements and to hear the band play.  Trust me you didn’t miss much.  The entertainment committee needs serious help.  I didn’t go back in I stayed outside and took more pictures with people like Gia Darling yes you read that right Gia, she was there.  All I can say about her Is DAM she is one gorgeous woman and in the words of our fearless Vanity Club president “I’d go "straight" for that, ha-ha.  Gia is so short and skinny I was really surprised and I must say she is a hottie. I wish I had a chance to talk to her.  I also took pictures with the Vanity Club girls that happen to be outside at that time.   A bunch of great girls I must say.   As the night wore on I headed upstairs to change in to my jeans and tank and packed up a little more.  Went back  downstairs to mingle a little more and I ran into Kelli a great girl In the making she has lots of potential to make It as a woman and I wish her good luck.  It was getting close to 1am and I headed back up to my room and showered and cleaned up and went to bed.

     

    Sunday, October 5, 2008
    the day after

     

    Woke up at 9am and packed the last few things I had out I tripled checked the room.  Went downstairs to check out of the hotel and placed my bag in storage as I was leaving with some of the girls in their boy mode.   It’s such an interesting thing to see someone in their boy mode and trying to guess who was who but hey that is the beauty of what makes us who we are sometimes.  I called Lauren to see where she was, she was down in the restaurant having breakfast with Cat.  After breakfast she went back upstairs to pack which took an hour, so I just hung out with Wendy and Kelli both in boy mode I said my good byes to all the Vanity Club girls that were leaving.  It was now about 11am and I well be heading back to the airport on MARTA.  It was a quiet ride to say the least and check in and security was a breeze.  I had lunch there and boarded the plane home
    I got home around 6p


    Closing


                This year definitely felt different than past SCC’s that I have been to.  Mostly regarding the fetish side of it I saw a lot less leather and PVC and sissies this year which was a good thing, I think it made SCC a more upscale and sophisticated atmosphere.  Yes it made SCC a less a place to have fun and enjoy the art of dressing.  Another thing that has changed was the number of younger participants at SCC it seemed many are already transitioning or in the process.  There are fewer younger cross-dressers every year.  The trans-men are increasing in every year which is great.  The third thing is the wild or party energy has gone down dramatically since leaving midtown, or it could just be this year, which in turn made this year seem to have less attendees, I heard like 850 or so compared to 910 last year.  Possibly could be the result of economy, since for many SCC is more a luxury than a need. 

    The people are what make SCC all possible and this year there were some wild ones that pushed the boundaries of being passable.  It’s great to see that many people come out and enjoy being a girl.  I am happy that I was able to attend to say hi to old friends and make some new friends. One last thing coming home from Atlanta that was in the 75-80 degrees, to New York that was at 50-55 degrees SUCKS ha-ha……… oh and  after seeing myself in pictures I think I look bad and FAT.

     

    Until next year….

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  • Joe Poir

    my life

    Joe Poir October 21st, 2008 8:03 pm MDT

    Hi Ladies. just writing this to maybe or hopefully give myself some clarity . To date i have well been on this site for a while almost 3 years i think . well truthfully i am still having a hrd time i find it very hard to type what i feel and i guess i come across the wrong way allot . My fault and in no way do i ever want and of you ladies to think bad of me . I am truthfully and totally 100 percent attracted to women and this might sound wrong and i hope not but i love ts women . I have to date spent a little time with 1 ts lady and to explain she was not only very beautiful but so sweet and just in every way someone that any guy should be happy to be with . For me she made me realize that i am not to messed up because i always thought i was not right for liking a lady with more but that i found is really not what i like i just like a beautiful person who wants to be with me and i want to be with her . And this might be a bad choice of words but a lady who looks and acts and talks like a lady but has a little more is and always will be what i want and i hope someday i (me) as a person can straighten out my life and realize what i am doing wrong in finding that lady. K but anyway this all sounds good in my mind right now hope it just tell you ladies a little about me.

     

    love you ladies and whenever things get bad just know that some guys admire the fact that no matter what your brave and be who you were born to be

     Joe

     

     

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  • Dan™ & Erin™

    Halloween has always been my favorite holiday

    Dan™ & Erin™ October 20th, 2008 1:50 pm MDT

    Halloween has always been my favorite Holiday. Godless heathen that I am, there aren't many holidays that don't have the flavor of one of more gods tainting them. That's all right. I love Solstice decorations, and even some Christmas decorations (I usually have angels on my tree). Easter is fun because of coloring eggs and candy. I guess you could say that I enjoy some holidays that have been co-opted by religions in spite of that. Halloween though has always had a special place in my heart. There isn't a related religious holiday to be seen. It's all about dressing up and having fun. A final harvest festival to usher in the cold snowy months. I just got news that is going to make Halloween even better for me. I just got a notice from the Clerk of the Court of Common Please, Franklin County Ohio, Domestic Division. After six long irritating years of playing silly buggers in the court system, the judge has finally lost patience and is going to grant me an uncontested divorce! My children and I haven't even SEEN their mother is eight years! I always celebrated Halloween in Boston with the drag queens and transvestites. It's always a really fun time. I've been planning a "Bachelor Party" to coincide with my divorce. I think this is going to be an annual event! Anyway, I'm excited. The only fly in the ointment is that I am supposed to be in court at 9 am and my flight for Boston is scheduled for 1:20 pm the same day, so I may have to see about pushing it back. Either way, I'm pretty excited!

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  • Linda Lewis

    Test entry

    Linda Lewis October 16th, 2008 10:19 am MDT

    This is a test entry to see if I can add entries to my journal. please do not reply to this. Thenks.

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