URNotAlone

Xmas

December 25th, 2007 8:53 am MST

First off, hope everyone is having a wonderfull Xmas.  Just finished off the Xmas eve, and will soon be doing Xmas with other family members.  Overall was a good Christmas, the frist one without my kids around.  Does that feel strange, and very un Christmas like.  Gave my sister the the "Trueselves book" as per her request.  But outside the family structure.  Guess you can say ran the gambit from happy to totaly sad.  While my brother means well, and i am totaly gratefull.  Each Christmas he lights the candle for my wonderful daugter it tears me up inside.  This year took us nearly 15 minutes to stop crying.  Anyway need to run and do more Xmas stuff.  Bottom line is all the kids seam to have fun and after all is that not what Chirstmas should be about?