URNotAlone

One step foward too many back

October 7th, 2008 4:10 pm MDT

Sigh... Just as it looks like things are working out.  All hell breaks loose.  Begining to wonder what type of crap must have done in a past life to have everything that happened occured.  Due to events beyond my control had to tell family about tina.  Now the safty net i could allways count on is not there.  Was a case i needed that net this past week and was politly told no.  The wife's surgery did not go all that well, this included a few nights stay in ICU.
 
Can tell hormones are effecting me, will be hard to pass as male soon.  But no where near ready for work to find out.  Bottom line at the point not sure if could ever go foward, $$ and everything.  But also know if i do not transation nothing good will happen.