Sharon Stones
Journal Entries for Sharon Stones
Phlustered in Philly
July 13th, 2007 11:54 pm MDT
I'm really feeling close to the edge this time. I've been near the edge before, but never this close. What am I doing? Staying up late, night after night, depriving myself of precious sleep, so that I can revel in my vanity? Neglecting my wife only to find myself in a world that I never knew existed? Feeling strange and wonderful adolescent sensations from garments and cosmetics that were never intended for my own personal use? Flirting with men and women whose intentions may be completely different from mine? Revealing my innermost secret to a heterosexual male friend who I haven't spoken to in such a long, long time? Hiding my secret from my children, who give me undying, unconditional love, but who also need their father? To live the man's life is noble, but right now I need to be given the attention that this girl deserves. It's been so long since I last dressed. With each passing day since I last dressed, my need to express myself as a girl has intensified. The desire has burned within me and now I feel the flame which must rise. I can not get off of this rollercoaster ride, nor do I want for it to stop. I want it to take me right to the edge.
Sharon's big adventure
April 27th, 2007 6:08 am MDT
Hey, guess what I did yesterday? long pause... I shaved, applied mass quantities of makeup, called out of work, dressed, and went out. Yes, I went out into the world and stayed out for SEVEN HOURS!Once dressed, I wished to connect with other girls in the area, but I realized that this was not going to happen on such short notice. I was prepared to stay out well into the evening, but as it turned out, I missed my family and was ready to come home by late afternoon. Before I could do this, I had to make arrangements for my wife to get the boys out of the house, so I wasn't able to return home until dark. It was very much a surreal experience. I may not have had much of a plan for the day, but it felt so liberating for me to be out in the public eye as a woman. I got to use the ladies' rest room and was even addressed as "Maam" by the retail clerk at the clothing outlet. I capped off the day with a visit to the beauty supply store to show my fem look to the woman who sold me my wig. I don't believe that she recognized me at first, but she later complimented me on my hairpiece. It will most certainly be a day that I will never forget. It would have been an even better day if I could have shared it with one of the other Philly girls or with my wife, who incidently, knew nothing of my adventure until I was ready to come home. On this day, I suppose that it was just meant for me to go it alone.
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