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Judit Roura
Judit Roura

Tourism in New York as girl!

July 20th, 2014 5:29 pm EDT

I am very excited about my next visit to New York City. I plan to arrive to the Big Apple by August 13th, 2014, and spend 4 days, until 17th, as a girl full-time. I will do some standard tourism in a not-so-standard way, visiting the statue of Liberty and so. It is not only what I see, is also HOW I see it... Of course I will go out by night to bars and possibly clubs...

However, I must say that spending 4 days alone, even as a girl, is not so fun than spending them with a nice company. I plan to attend the meetings of the CrossDressing Internationsl (CDI) and the Stonewall Girls. If you happen to know other interesting groups in NYC, let me know. And if you are really interested to join and doing some tourism in typical places (or not so typical, if you know them!) let me know too. It could be real fun!

 


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Loren
Loren

19 July 2014

July 19th, 2014 5:13 pm EDT

Slowly but surely I am coming out. I am going on a motorcycle ride with my son to Montana to see my daughter. He knows and seems to be OK with it. Before we leave she will know too. You'd think there would be considerable fear about coming out. Not so much. Right now I don't dress as much as I'd like. I am still going thru electrolysis. I dress for my TG group and my Voice Clinic, otherwise I am growing facial hair for my electrologist to remove.

It is very odd that as my breasts grow (and my thighs) I come to like my body more. My breasts are tiny, being on hormones only 7 months now, but I love them cause it is my body that grew them. I am hugely reluctant to have them augmented. I 'over compensated' for years to try and prove to the world (and myself) I was male, I really don't want to do that as a female.

There is a certain joy at being your real self. The mundane daily activities become joyous events. I still can remember the first time my face felt the warmth of the sun and a gentle breeze as a woman's face. Your life becomes very real and less scripted. It is in short, liberating. I've walked this earth a long time, without a doubt this is the best time of my life to date. 


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Victoria
Victoria

going home soon

July 14th, 2014 8:06 am EDT

Still healing well. Tomorrow is my final consultation with my doctor. I leave Friday evening from Bangkok,  Thailand.  Looking forward to return home. I have been here for nearly a month now. Hoping to go visit the Reclining Buddha and the Palace on Wednesday. Thankfully will still have three weeks before going back to work. 


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Lizbet
Lizbet

'I want you back, I want you back, I want you back for goooood'

July 13th, 2014 10:59 am EDT

Well how about that? Who knew? There are many songs with the title 'I want you back'.  I guess I never really thought about it before.

Okay I spent more time than I probably should have thinking of songs with lyrics that you wouldn't think in a million years were lyrics, like 'Superman and Green Lantern, they got nothing on me'. Superman? Okay I can see that. But Green Lantern? Really? Wow, hats off, you must have really liked your comic books to crowbar that guy in there Donovan. What is he? At least a C-List Superhero surely? It took how many years before he got his own movie? Even Daredevil beat him to it. No wait, even Elecktra beat him to it! But he never misssed Mr Mellow Yellow's attention no siree. C'mon Donovan it was just about scanning wasn't it?

Another of my personal favourites but this time without a hint of irony is 'I hear that's normal for my demographic'. Fantastic, we need more four syllable words in songs.

But my stand out song lyric of all time has to be, 'Sometimes the snow comes down in June', hhmm pooooosibly, not unheard of, besides we're not specifying hemispheres here. But wait a minute, hold the front page, 'Sometimes the sun goes round the moon'! WOW, REALLY?! Dumbstruck! I guess that whole renaissance thing must have passed you by Vanessa? Somebody buy that woman an orrery.

So yes, 'I want you back', of which there are apparently many versions. Of course there are, music is often about extremes of emotion and what is more heart rending than pleading for the return of someone who has left you? Can't say I've ever done it myself, but I can relate. That is, until ...

I guess it's the best way I can describe the struggle (that wouldn't be too strong a word) to come to terms with myself. A LOT has happened to me over the past few years and I think along the way, hacking across the battlefield that is my life, I have finally discovered some self-respect and, wait for it and whisper it quietly, some self-love (c'mon not that kind!).

So here we go, onto the next part of my life. Which continues to be of genuine fascination to no one but me obviously. But I think in a way that's the point. I've finally 'got it' - this life thing, the 'finding yourself' thing. And now that I have, I want me back, I want me back, I want me back for gooood. Who knew.

Take care good people of the internet, let's roll and hey ... let's be careful out there.

Peace and love and happiness,

Moi xxx


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Teresa Bowers
Teresa Bowers

Strapped In Silk Story Contest 2014

July 13th, 2014 8:17 am EDT

I am now having another story contest with the theme once again being crossdressing, sissy training and forced feminization. Mix and match, have fun with it.

The winning story will be published on my story page, and the story contest winner will receive ALL 16 Of My Forced Feminization and Feminization Hypnosis MP3 Downloads as a thank you gift.

The only rule is that your story must be realistic. No magical transformations, no alien dominatrix, and no wipe-on hair remover that leaves your skin smooth as silk in 5 minutes.

Believe me, if there were a hair remover that worked like that every woman on Earth would have it.

I suggest keeping it under three full pages but one page would probably be better. Its not what you say its how you say it.

Deadline for this contest is July 31, 2014.

Story Contest Details Here

Strapped In Silk Sissy Story Contest 2014


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Samantha Ma...
Samantha Ma...

I went shopping

July 9th, 2014 9:07 am EDT

The time finally came that I was going to be home alone for several days. I had been planning and shopping for my time to be able to dress and be myself. About 2 weeks before the time came, I had a thought come to me...why not go somewhere where I could dress and go out in public.

Living in a small town, I would have to go somewhere else. About a hour away, is a larger town. I planned and picked out a hotel to go to. It had to be a motel with outside doors, and reasonably priced as it is not fair for me to spend our money on something like this...but I had too in this case.

My first night alone, I was up till about 3:00 am, shaving my body, trying one outfit after another, different combinations, deciding what I would wear out and be able to come back and change and go out again to a different store.

I left work early the next day and picked up the large suitcase from the house and hit the road. I made a few stops when I go into town and did a little shopping for some extras...a different, darker nail polish than I had, a nightgown, a new pair of black lace panties, and two new pairs of shoes, a patent taupe pair of mid heels and a pair of mid heel, black wedges with peep toe, and also a cute necklace at that same store, then something to eat before going to check-in to my room.

The room was ok, nicely decorated actually as I had also brought my camera and tripod to get shots of me, the first ones I ever will have taken being fully dressed and showing my face.

I ate my dinner and relaxed a bit, calming myself down from the building excitment. I took the time to put on my french tip nails and changed the polish on my toes. Showered, shaved again...just for that feminine feeling of doing it. After my shower, I used the duct tape method to pull my chest together to give myself a bit of cleavage and then dressed in my bra, panties, suntan hose, and black body shaper.

Next, I did my makeup, again for the first time in many years. I realized I needed a better eyeliner than I had bought before and an eyebrow pencil I hadn't thought to get.

I put on the first outfit, an above the knee black skirt, and floral, flowy top, and then a black light jacket. Added some silver hoop clip-on earrings, my new necklace, and then my new black heels. A spray of body scent and I was done.

I set up the camera and took a few shots. I had taken my time because I wanted to wait till later in the evening to go out....firstly, because it was hot out and didn't want to sweat my makeup off, and secondly, to be out in a group of fewer people.

The time came to open the hotel room door and step out into the world. Such an exilorating as I stepped out, purse over my shoulder, car keys in hand and then driving off to head to Walmart. But my mouth was really dry, still nerves from it all, and so I pulled into a McDonalds and got me a drink...using my femme voice to order. The drink hit the spot as I drove towards the Walmart in the darkening evening.

The air cool in the car, the music playing on the radio. In my mind, I was in town for work, and running out to get a few things before settling down for the night before my second day of training I was attending for work.

I got to Walmart, and set a long moment, calming myself again, and checking my hair and putting on a bit more tinted lip gloss and another small spray of body scent. Gathering my purse and stepping out of the car, taking a moment to adjust my skirt and tug at my hose before heading inside. The walk from the car to the store was glorious. My new shoes felt great and I just relaxed and enjoyed the feelings. Glancing down to see my bare chest with my new necklace against it, the curve of my breasts from under my blouse and bra and the peek of my legs from beneath my skirt.

I got a basket and went inside. I walked down to the health/beauty section and picked up a box of tampons...something that is uniquely feminine to do...another woman was there shopping, seeming to decide what she wanted, but I picked up the box of what I wanted as I would have done countless times before. Next, to the cosmetics to get the eyeliner and eyebrow pencil I wanted. I went around the rest of the store...to the shoe section and tried on a pair of black pumps, and then to the clothing section to look around and picked up a pair of black tights.

I had gone down the isle with all the mirrows, just to be able to check myself out, and then took my phone out and snapped a pic of my reflection, to remember the feeling of shopping as me.

After walking in my new shoes, they were loosening some and I knew I would need some heel inserts so I went back to the shoe section and picked up a package.

In hinsight, I wish I would have spent more time in the first store, but I was too excited in the moment to think much about it all.

I went to the self-checkout area and paid for my things. I had chosen Walmart because of that feature and for the variety of things to look at all at one time. It also kept me from having to directly interact with anyone....except to smile and say a soft thank you to the girl as I was leaving the check-out when she said, 'have a good night'.

On the way back to the hotel, I stopped to get gas...another chance to be in public as the woman I wanted to be.

Back at the hotel, I changed quickly into my next outfit and took a few more pictures. I went to another Walmart and this time I was in a short black and white dress with the same black light jacket. I had on a pair of wedge slip ons as I had to take my hose off since I had put a run in them by snagging my ring against them when I was in the car. Not a big deal as I wanted to feel of being bare legged out as well and I wanted to wear those heels with that dress. But still, they were a brand new pair of hose, uugghh!

Walking into the next store, the wind was breezy and I had to catch hold on my dress to keep it from flying up...I giggled inside and smiled on the outside at having to do that.

In the next Walmart, I planned to go to the ladies room first, but as usual, the restroom was being cleaned at the time, so I had to walk to the back of the store to go to the other restroom. It is hard to describe the feeling of walking like that but I will say again that it was exilorating. I went to the restroom and then checked my hair and added another touch of lip gloss and then went back out. I looked through the clothes a bit, then back to the health/beauty section and picked up another box of tampons.

I had debated about going through the regular checkout, but I just don't trust my femme voice and making and holding eye contact with someone for an intimate time like that made me too nervous. I went back to the self-checkout and paid and headed back to my car.

I held my dress again, gathered a bit in my hand from the breeze...and as I walked to my car, a group of people were gathered across the isle, talking. As much as I was nervous to be looked at more directly, face-to-face in the store, being seen by this group was very exciting...I had imagined, what if just one of the guys in the group thought I was pretty and liked how I looked in my short dress.

I drove back to my hotel and went back in, savoring the feelings of the evening.

I spent the rest of the evening, late into the night, changing and taking more photos. 3:00 am came and I knew I had to get packed and head home. I was exhuasted from the two late nights and still had about an hour drive home. I debated about driving back dressed, but chose not to...but I did leave my nails on.

I had a couple of close calls with almost falling asleep as I drove and was asleep quickly after I got settled back home.

Being seen in public, as a woman, even if someone thought...."oh my gosh, that looks like a guy", I didn't care...that didn't affect me. But even though I wasn't the "ideal" woman, I'm sure to most that saw me they just saw me as a woman, and that was all the mattered...in those little brief moments in those people's lives, they just saw me as a woman and I can smile because of that.

I have often thought and said, I wish I had been born a girl, not just try to become one...that is still true, but since that didn't and couldn't happen, I just relish the times like this that I can be a woman for just a little while.


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Judit Roura
Judit Roura

In New York City!

July 7th, 2014 6:22 pm EDT

Hi there! I am going to New York City from August 13th to 17th, 2014. Can someone hint me about places to stay (hotels), chilling bars to go out, even parties going on those days... I would like to stay full time in girl mode, although man mode could help me if I am not lucky choosing places...

By the way, girls, if you are from NYC we can go out together those dates, provided that we get along at least by mail... You can contact me in juditroura@gmail.com

Kiss,

Judit

 


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smokey
smokey

Lets have some fun c;

July 7th, 2014 12:02 am EDT

Hey if anybody's interested in me call me 6613057881 c;


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Luscious Li...
Luscious Li...

Are you really wanting to be a woman???

July 5th, 2014 4:16 am EDT

Have you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady waHave you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady walks with one foot directly in front of the other, she crosses her legs when seated and always has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.
Have you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady walks with one foot directly in front of the other, she crosses her legs when seated and alwHave you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady walks with one foot directly in front of the other, she crosses her legs when seated and always has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.
ays has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.
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Have you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady walks with one foot directly in front of the other, she crosses her legs when seated and always has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.
ks with one foot directly in front of the other, she cro

ssHave you really learned how to be a woman??  A lady walks with one foot directly in front of the other, she crosses her legs when seated and always has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.
es her legs when seated and always has her toes pointed and of course painted, a lady always holds her cigarette with her thumb clasping her ring finger, she always has her hands at her side whence walking and they never sway to and fro, she is always looking ahead and never casting side glances, her voice and mannerisms are decidedly soft and graceful.  Be a lady!
Be a lesbian lady like Lisa.


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Sherri T
Sherri T

A long awaited update

July 4th, 2014 8:35 pm EDT

I guess I have not put much up here in a while. I had been to the local TG clinic a few years back, but had a bad experience with the doctor. He was not moving me along the path I had kinda decided upon, so I stopped going. In 2012, I went the different clinic and they were more open to ideas and I was immediately given a presciption for Estrogen and Spiro. I was shocked, to say the least. After all these years hiding and running away from this idea, I had my solution in my hand. I started taking my pills on Friday the 13th of Jan 2012! Since then, religiously taking them, refilling my prescription, getting blood tests, consulting with the doctor.

Finally, in Dec of 2013, I had a follow up appointment, it including getting the paperwork in place for my Psych consult. It was a video conference call with a doctor and her assistant. It went well, but I had to wait almost 4 month to hear the results. I finally received my letter from them authorizing the Province of BC to cover the expenses for my SRS. I still have some out of pocket expenses, but the big costs are covered.

I am hoping to have my surgery some time before Sept of 2015, as this will be my 50th birthday. I'll have spent the first half century of my life as a man, now to blossom into the woman I was meant to be!

 

Thank you for all your support and kind words. I will try to keep you informed as things progress.Cool


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