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10 Most Recent Public Posts
Sana F Llen | Bathing and such~
July 24th, 2008 10:27 pm MST
I'm back to using Oil of olay in bath body lotion. I'm totaly loving it too, even if it doesn' t last all that long for me; I tend to use a bit on the heavy side for amounts.
Body was is bath and body works japanese cherry blossom, which I really like! However, I need some new deoderant as the stuff I currently use, an organic odd type, just isn't really making me not smell odd by the end of the day. The large salt crystal thing I have even works better.
I've found that practicing nudity in my room, and minimal clothing in the apartment seems to keep the laundry to a much less annoying level.
I really wish I had the money to spare to get electrozappy; face hair is bleh and annoying.
I got invited to go hottubbing this saturaday! This is good as my feet are especially ouchtastic after standing on them for 8 hours. There will also be bad movies and possibly cake. ^.^
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Lana V Poulson | The Thing About Becoming A Woman, & Not Staying In The Middle
July 24th, 2008 3:26 pm MST
So i'm on msn just now and this guy messages me out of no where and starts talking just nasty about doing it with a tgirl. And then asks me a question about doing it with him. Now out of no wher ei have not spoken with this person in a long time. And i ask him how does he know i have a compleatly different mind set what if i have changed.The question is .... When do you know you have Changed and have set in stone your main goal.I had told him that thats not what im about. I no longer use my penis, I don't have sex i don't let anyone touch me down there and that im going to toronto in October for my assessment to get my SRS. Not that im getting the operation when im there but its in the works basicly.His reply back was well wile you wait do you think we could get together and mess around. Hes like you were so nice to me before and your so pretty. Just cause im nice and im pretty does not mean im going to throw away all my goals and put everything aside for what a night of a pointless frolk with some dude. And be so unhappy after that im discusted with my self.I once again told him its never going to happen i don't want that i don't use anything and basicly said to him that he should do me and him a favour by removing me off his msn. Then he went on to asking if i knew any other tgirls in Ottawa. I said no i then blocked him and that was that.What i don't understand is how can you call me pretty but then say lets do that. What a pretty girl can't have bigger goals for her self. This transition has been hard on me as for any other girl we have our struggles, melt downs tuff times and what not. But since being on the higher t blockers and just where i am in my life. I want more for my self my goals are becoming closer and reachible. I have no intrest in men who suck D*&K nore have an intrest in men who want A^%L sex. And above all that I HATE Reciving A$%L SEX. I have no intrest in sex and till i get my final operation and i meet the right guy. Im done with men and till im done with this transition.I have my dog and right now shes the best companion out there. And she loves me no matter what. if im sick shes there if i look under the wether she does not care. My friends are great and my family is well funny but there my family. I'm not looking for a relationship i don't need one right now im doing my own thing and thats whats most inportent i take my time for me serously. I'm not missing anything right now and i have everything i need.Men just complicate things. Make you over think crap and waste your time. So why bother i'll talk to men. But make it clean coversation i don't care about your pecker. and i don't care how high your sex drive is because nobody is going there with me. Also men that are into transsexuals pre-op i mean honestly i think there gay. Call me whatever but im more of a woman now then i think i ever have been before i know whats right for me and whats become so clear. No Men Means Less stress. And besides how many relationships really last.Maybe in my mid 30's to 40's but right now i have everything i need.TTYL Song The Way I Are - Timberland
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Joan E Vans | Untitled Post
July 23rd, 2008 7:42 pm MST
well, its about time I came out of my closet and became the girl I am supposed to be! Just tonight, I ended a relationship with a lady friend. Thats two in a row for me! Yet, I have continued to date men and enjoyed most every date! So now, I am going to concentrate on just men from now on...the hell with women!
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Darla Nelson | Summer Wish
July 23rd, 2008 4:14 pm MST
Summer Wish
Streaming,
shimmering
trails of light
rising up,
lift me.
Make my flight
so swift
and gentle.
Summer
sensations,
keep me close
to the earth
and sea.
Such sweet dose
carries
no limit!
Soaring,
celestial
Light Divine,
soothe and sow
the world
truly fine,
with seeds
of great love.
Sleek,
silvery
glowing beams,
bring the seeds
to blossom.
Life now gleams.
Delight,
Universe!
(C) Darla Nelson 2008
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Sky | Darkness
July 23rd, 2008 1:35 pm MST
Darkness
Darkness takin over my soul taking me down roads i don't know leading my places i don't want to go places i don't even know. how do i cope where do i go to fix my lost soul darker and darker has each day ends when will this darkness end this darkness taken over my soul confusion confusion rain down in my mind how do i cope where do i go to fix my lost soul i may never win this battle of this darkness thats taken over my soul.
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Sana F Llen | oh wow, a journal thingey. O.O
July 22nd, 2008 10:11 pm MST
Huh. Another journal type thing, this makes a total of three/four for me. x.x
In any case, returned home recently from a week with a girlfriend with a few hickies that got comments at work. Oddly, they got called 'hater marks' or 'gater marks' by one girl, though she might have just been misprounouncing stuff.
I don't fill anyone in on any details of my life as I don't want to break brains and such. Which I have in the past, and probably will in the future, but don't want to do NOW. Far better to save it for when it would be most effective. ^.^
Saw the dark knight with her too, it was very squee. Sometimes it's nice being a horrible monster. ^-^ Thankfully we watched WallE after for a bit of a decompresor, which was really needed. DK has about the same factor that 'Steam Boy' does; it hits a climactic moment and STAYS there and about makes you exhausted by the end of the movie. Not that that's a BAD thing really, but it makes for a really intense movie.
Anyhow, definately nice to get out of your own city and away from a bunch of semi gossipy nosey student beuticians who you might randomly run into when runing around as a girl when you go to work as a boyish person. Not that I make all that convincing of a boy most of the time, but still.^-^;
I keep forgeting how just plain rambley and longwinded I get if given half a chance. x.x
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Lana V Poulson | My Shrink & Lazer / Entry for July 22, 2008
July 22nd, 2008 4:25 pm MST
My Shrink & Lazer / Entry for July 22, 2008 So today i went to go see my shrink as well for my lazer hair removel. My session went well with my Dr i had told him about how im feeling lately about sex and that i don't want any of it. And the fact that i have bad dreams as i call them. Really there sex dreams but not the kind that i want to have. I guess now being in this transition and my goals are be coming closer as well dreams are coming true. Im further from sex. I don't want a man that sucks cock. nor do i want a man who wants to touch me down there. I am so far along from where i used to be. Funny enough it does not scare me at all. It just makes everything so much clearer. Having a defect is just something that is anoying now. But knowing that i can do something about it makes me feel really good. Right now it gets in the way of things. But later down the road it wont be a problem anymore. The dreams i have are not what i want and not something i enjoy having if anything it freaks me out. I also talk to him about men. Though id like to date someone the sex i do not want. I don't like anal sex it's not comfortable and i never truely liked it to begin with. As far as oral goes on me i don't want that ether. I just don't want sex period. Maybe once i get down there done but for right now im very content just doing my own thing. I have the best companion a wonderful dog that has done wonders for me. I had also talked about how i feel since i have been on the lower anti-depression meds and though i have days where i feel down its nothing i can't handle and though i may not leave the house because its to hot out or raining or whatever. My puppy makes me laugh and smile and everything is ok. I had also talked about that i want to go higher on the T Blockers and that i will have to talk to my Homrone Doctor for that. But they are doing there job for sure. I got what i needed to get off my chest and after the session was over i went next door to my Lazer lady. Lazer went well it did not hurt as much this time around i guess its because less hair or lower setting who knows. But i do know this my upper lip was not as puffy and the redness went away quicker then normally. All i wear now for foundation is a good powder it covers redness and scars. I like it and so happy i can wear just powder. I told the Lazer lady that i'll come in in September to start on my neck Its not a huge area thankfully but ya im very happy with lazer hair removel it works for sure. And lucky me i did not get cought in the rain. Weather people said it would rain LOL.
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Linzie Rell | I never thought
July 21st, 2008 12:02 pm MST
Hi ALL Well I never Thought I'd ever have a discusssion with my mom about leaving on a vacation with a man as linzie. But It happened last nite, I have a wonderful real man in my life and hes going to be here on friday. We have 5 days with no agenda other then to enjoy each others company. Were staying at the queenmary for 3 day and then here in my home town for 2 so i can show him around . I'm meeting him at the airport as me And i have planed a big suprise for him upon his arrival . I had a duplicate of a ring I have worn for years of a pod of dolphins because i surf with them every morning and with mean such and bring peace and hormony to my life ,Well he told me we should make a pact when we met for us to never ever lose our love for each other and i rememberd that , So when i geather him up at the airport i'm going up to him and give him a big kiss the put my finger to his lips to shsssss and take him by the hand to the car with no further words . Then when get his thing put up and sit in the car togeather i'm going to hand him a ring box with both rings in it tied with pink ribbon and a piece of parchment with vows for us to tell each other as we put each others rings each others finger. As a late blommer Tg person who has been blessed with the chance to share all my femme emotions wwith a loving caring , understanding , centered human being i want to make that moment that we both will cherish from that day on . My mom has her proper doubts about a man whos coming 3000 miles to see her son/daughter ,but i told her i need to be happy and if i were born as here daughter shed be so happy for me to be truly loved by such a wonderful real person. This is the most pure simple . real and innocent realationship you'll ever find . Star crossed , destined , written , He and i are truly soulmates no more no less. Hope those who read this find that in there lives. Linzie Rell
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Danielle Jasmine Hendrix | I've Gone Vegetarian ...
July 20th, 2008 5:27 pm MST
Yes ... Readers Of This Blog, it's official: your dirtly little tgirl correspondent has gone vegetarian. For the record, I'm on Day 2. Let me explain. It all started a few days ago with the firm commitment to make some changes in my life. I'm attending a tgirl conference in Atlanta at the end of September and it seemed like the perfect scenario to set myself some goals. I like to look my best at these things and loyal readers know I like to be the hottest piece of tgirl ass I can be ... so I started thinking about losing weight and going vegetarian seemed like a logical way to 1) accomplish the weight loss, 2) be as healthy as I can be, and 3) keep my tpussy in tip-top shape.
They say a goal isn't a goal unless you tell someone ... well, I'm telling everyone who reads this blog that my goal is to lose 20 pounds by the Southern Comfort Conference in Atlanta on September 30th.
20 pounds is a lot. I already work out to keep my ass in shape, so this is going to be a serious muther-fucker of a challenge to get it done. Therefore, WISH ME LUCK. I'm definitely going to need it.
One more thing: I get a lot of mail from readers who want to meet me face-to-face. So often I would like to, but I don't know what I'll be doing or where I'll be, which makes it difficult. Well, if you've wanted to meet me and you have the means, here's your chance. I'll be at SCC in Atlanta from Tuesday, September 30th through Sunday, October 5th. So come by and say "hi", have a drink, take a picture or fuck me senseless ... just don't say you didn't have the chance. Details can be found at sccatl.org
Wish me luck ... and eat your vegetables!
xoxo
Danielle (your dirty little vegetarian tgirl)
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Nicole Singslave | Wig Me, Whip Me & Kiss Me
July 19th, 2008 10:23 pm MST
Wig Me, Whip Me & Kiss Me
Singapore, 19-20 July 2008
The SGGURLS outing keeps getting better and better. As we get to know the regulars at bars like MOX (already closed down), TocaMe, Backstage, Cows & Coolies, and now +plus, the gurls are becoming quite comfortable and are having fun interacting with our new friends. The management of the bars are also very friendly and supportive to our outings especially when they realized that we're just a bunch of fun loving gurls out to socialize.
We started out at TocaMe where we had a fun wig sale. We were not the only one trying out the wigs, it seems like the whole bar caught on with our passion for wigs. After a lot of fun messing around with the hairpieces, we settled down do catch up on each other's lives, a little gossiping, some boozing, some KTV, and some smokes. A few of the gurls were so passable that even our lesbian friends (genetic girls) had a hard time telling if the gurls were girls. This was really a confident booster for a few of our gurls in the group. And let me tell you this, our group of lesbian friends were amazingly beautiful. WOWZERS!!! While the gurls were busy chatting, Nic was busy buaying all the gorgeous people like Ada, Hendrika, Trish, Destynee, Ivy, Kaila, Rayne, Hui Ling, Cindy, JB+co, the bar crew of TocaMe, the bar crew of +plus. Trish made the comment that Nic didn't sit in one place for long. LOL, Nic was very busy with her hands. :-O
At about 12:30 am, the gurls decided to search for OSO bar at 145 Kreta Ayer Road. We hunted high and low but we couldn't find it. Nic braved the night and went out to ask the nice looking people sitting outside +PLUS bar and learned that OSO had closed down and +PLUS was the remake. About a dozen of us went into the bar dressed to the hilt. The nice thing about this was the people in +PLUS were actually excited to see us. They were very gracious and friendly. We met with Ray and Aaron the owners of +PLUS. Looks like we may try to host our monthly BDSM event there. +PLUS is very spacious, comfortable and has black leather sofas. Oooo ooo ooo ...leather couch and SM...shiver me timbers. The gurls played pool, sang KTV and interviewed a few of the transexual sisters that frequented +plus. Rayne, Hui Ling & Hendrika were very captivated with the experience shared by our new tgurl sister who gave her account of transitioning. While the three of the tgurls were taking notes on transitioning outside, inside +plus, we found our aces of pool. A tip for any would be pool sharks: never bet against the pool queens: Her Royal Highness Pool Queen Kaila, Her Royal Songstress - Princess Ivy & Princess Joy.
======================================================For future SGGURLS events, please go to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sggurls. For future Malaysian tgurl events, please see http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mygurlz
BDSM societies in ASIA:Singapore: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sgdomsubs South East Asia (Thailand,Malaysia,Indonesia,Singapore,Vietnam): http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bdmsASIAnetwork China: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bdsmCHINAnetwork
Tags: +plus bar, crossdressing, fun, pool, saturday night, transexuals, transgender, ts, tv, wigs
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