URNotAlone

seeking a tv/cd/tg guy

February 4th, 2007 5:15 am MST

good day.       i have accidentally discovered that i am becoming more and more interested in being and living(parttime) as a woman then i am in the strong sexual desires i had.   i still do love the sex (smiling)as well as pantyhose.    wondering if it is my age or just accepting whom i am and desire to be.    could it be the hormones have really starting taking over as the doctors at Transgender Clinic Callen Lorde thing??    my desires have started to turn to a strong interest in meeting a caring tv/ts/cd GUY that i could share his femmine side with as well as be able to be a GUY date and feel comfortable with.        guess i will be taking my hormones forever and desire to have larger breast(34-b now) and lose weight(whom doesn"t).    seems i love to model like i have done my whole life  and work as denise and still want to== but meeting a nice tv/cd/ts GUY or joining a GROUP is my desire.      BBBBUUUTTTTT why????? could i need some counseling but don't we all????????